Orthodoxy for the English speaking world.
“Freely you have received, freely give.” (Matthew 10:8)
Speak to a Priest.
“Implore God with prayers and tears to send you a guide who is dispassionate and holy. But you yourself should also study the divine writings , especially the works of the fathers that deal with with the practice of the virtues, so that you can compare the teachings of your master with them; for thus you will see and observe them as in a mirror” | Saint Symeon the New Theologian.
(Practical and Theological Texts, 33)
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